that moment when,
you find something out that makes one of your worst nightmares come true..only to then find out it’s not as bad as you thought, but it’s not any better. i really, really wish there was some black and white in this world, that not everything was gray. that not everyones answer was vague and “let’s just see what happens, we don’t have to decide everything at once”. but then you realize, if you’re always living in the gray, when does it become black and white? for people who sure don’t like drama and grand gestures, that seems to be the only way to get out of an area where you have no idea what you mean to someone and what your role in their life is.
A day of pampering please,
definitely could use a massage, a pedicure would be nice…oooh and a facial, maybe a trim? I just want a day where my body can feel pretty again. :)
smiling like an idiot..can’t help it. :)
